Lately things got out of hand. How come every time trust is earned it is just discarded as easily. People seem to have a knack to unworthiness. In other words, people just like to be hated. It is not like I used to be surrounded by laughing people all the time and I just didn't understand how some are able to have so many acquaintances at once. Even though it has not been my intention, I have researched youthful behavior and what once was "peace and love to everybody" now has become "pretend to be nice to each other until the one you dislike goes away" and up goes the shit-talk. I have been a witness to many and it makes me wonder how many times it's been my name used and in how many shit-talks.
Yah, I come to realize these people are not worthy of any friendship whatsoever however they are the ones that keep sooooooo many "friends" around. Forgive me but I do not involve myself in such activities for I hold a friendship, ANY friendship, dear to my heart. I regard any act to harm others or show yourself off at the expense of others very hypocritical and I reserve my right to not want to relate with any hypocrites. And it is this very fact that makes me happy to consider loneliness; think about it by being alone you are not risking being seen or related to any hypocrites, nor do you have to put up with ignorant remarks about somebody's awful outfit. If your attitude is corrosive, why affect so many people around you? If it is clear that you and YOU alone are the one responsible for all the negativity around. They say "mejor sólo que mal acompañado" (better off alone than in bad hands) and guess what? It's my motto C=
The days of keeping a helping hand are OVER and that is because each one of us has contributed to being untruthful to each other. How about being selfless for a while, but really mean it. Go help a friend move out without expecting food in the end, in fact, why don't you take your friend lunch? he/she is wiped tired out of packing and moving for who knows how long. You have a truck? don't charge for gas. Wanna drink? bring your own drinks. Hospitality is awesome, but don't expect others to give it to you when you don't initiate especially in this day and age when economy is just a big sack of stress. OH! and the most important of all, if you don't like somebody's life/partner/style/clothes/speech chances are ... people say the same about you. It is known that when a person dislikes other and criticizes the other for "their" bad habits, it is just a reflection of what you don't like about yourself. So how about looking at yourself in the mirror every once in a while, huh? Do you dare to look at your own persona? As you as true to yourself as you make others believe? Please.
Why give a price to a friendship if "having your back" is much more valuable than any beers, pizza or gas you could ever get. And in my defense: Wanna keep talking shit? Go for it, I won't get in your way (or your life) anymore.
I leave you with the song that's been stuck in my head regarding this theme
Peace out!
P.S. Regarding my quest ... the answer is do not expect anybody to be your friend. Don't get hurt.
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