Well this weeks was the perfect time to figure out what goes on in that 30 mps head of mine. Fortunately, I didn't have to struggle for long. By the time I bumped into an acquaintance I was already in my usual do-not-pretend-you're-better-than-me-attitude (which never fails to rescue me). Honestly, the nerve of some people.
What first started as an occasional friendly "Oh my, I haven't seen you in so long" ended up in "why did I open my mouth?" See, the moment was delightful for about a minute ... that's all I have to say. I am pretty sure that this happens to everybody and it may be that I need to develop my tolerance when dealing with jerks, but it will be so much easier if the jerks kept it real for once and by that I mean for them not to think that people actually eat their BS. After saying hi to each other, this particular jerk decided to give me the all-judging-eye when asking about what I and my work have been up to ... well, if you are so interested, why not keeping in touch? Then she went on and on about not wasting my talent blah blah blah but the judging eye never left the conversation until I responded with my feet in the ground and the truth saying I don't care and it's true, I don't. Especially when you want me to follow your crowd, when you want me to help you with your projects, when you want me to follow your beliefs, I don't care.
The question here is not "how come I don't want to show my work?" but "how come you want to see it so badly?" why insist so much? and getting into that ... you care so much you don't even make the effort to text how's your day? ... yeah, I believe you care alright. If you want to act mature try eating your own shit for a change. And that is it, this made come to a resolution for my headaches ... if you don't care, people, I care even less.
Peace out y'all
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